Words of Reflection

Poems of Presence – June 2021

This month we continue to explore the Yamas and Niyamas (social ethics and the practices that support them) from Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras, then continue on to the next of the 8 limbs of Yoga, Asana (the postures). Mindfulness is our companion along the way as we breathe and reflect on what is most meaningful to each of us at this sacred time of reentering the world. Poetry abundantly supports and uplifts our themes, and brings us to the present moment in beautiful ways. 

 

Fire (Judy Brown)

What makes a fire burn
is space between the logs,
a breathing space. (entire poem here)

 

One Morning (Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer)

One morning
we will wake up
and forget to build
that wall we’ve been building,
the one between us
the one we’ve been building
for years, perhaps
out of some sense
of right and boundary,
perhaps out of habit.  (read entire poem)

 

Surrender to Love (Marianne Williamson)

“Something amazing happens when we surrender and just love. We melt into another world, a realm of power already within us. The world changes when we change. The world softens when we soften. The world loves us when we choose to love the world.”

 

Quotes by Rumi (on Love, Trust and Acceptance)

Live life as if everything is rigged in your favor.

Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It will not lead you astray.

Don’t worry that your life is turning upside down. How do you know that the side you are used to is better than the one to come?

Learn the alchemy true human beings know; The moment you accept what troubles you’ve been given, the door will open. 

There is a voice that doesn’t use words. Listen.

 

Showing Up (Scott Stabile)

Just show up, as you are. You don’t have to look or feel great. You don’t have to be prepared for each challenge or know all the hows of every situation. You don’t have to be fearless, or have all the answers, or be 100% ready. Nobody is any of these things. Nobody ever was. It’s not about being perfect at all. You just have to show up, as you are, despite all the objections and insecurities of your mind, despite each and every fear that threatens to hold you back, despite the limitations and criticisms others will place on you. The hell with it all. This is your life, your journey, your adventure, and all it’s asking of you is to show up for it, as you are. That’s enough. That’s more than enough. That’s everything.

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Poems of Presence – May 2021

This month we’re exploring the Yamas and Niyamas (social ethics and the practices that support them) from Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras. As we shine the light of awareness on the nuances of these common sense practices, we discover they resonate with Mindfulness teachings and the opportunity to make conscious choices in every area of our lives. As always, poetry supports and uplifts our themes, and brings us to the present moment in beautiful ways. 

 

I Wish… (Hafiz)

I wish

I could show you

when you are lonely

or in darkness

the astonishing light

of your own being.

 

Mindful (Mary Oliver)

Every day

I see or hear

something

that more or less

kills me

with delight…

(entire poem here)

 

Brainstorm (Flame)

There’s a storm

In my brain

But the rain

Is clear

 

Seculare (Eliza Gilkyson)

Listen to song here

 

Thank you for the sun

Thank you for the full moon

Thank you for my true love’s face

And our lives in love consumed

 

Thank you for the stars

A home along the river

Thank you for the ancient groves

And the fishes brown and silver

 

All things running wild

Grass enough for grazing

Water flowing clean and pure

All the beauty that saves me

 

Thank you for the dawn

Oceans rise and falling

Children born to carry on

And the end that’s always calling

 

Thank you for the songs

Thank you for all my good luck

All the things that don’t go wrong

And the hopes that don’t give up

 

Thank you for my tears

Loved ones who forgave me

Thank you for my darkest years

All the sorrows that made me

And the beauty that saves me

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Poems of Presence – April 2021

What a blessing to share poetry that supports us in being present together in class each week. Recent themes include listening to the space between, awareness as wide open as the sky, and noticing what you appreciate. Every little thing matters!

The Quiet Listeners (Laura Foley)
Go into the woods
and tell your story
to the trees.
(Entire poem here)

 

Shouting Compliments (Bret Turner)

“My daughter and her neighbor friend spend a lot of the day sitting 6 feet away from the sidewalk, shouting compliments out at strangers who walk by. It’s the right mood for these times. Just overheard: YOUR SHIRT MATCHES YOUR DOG AND I LIKE THAT ABOUT YOU!”

On the dual theme of Satya (truth) and Intention, observe what is so, then call forth what is most supportive:

Evidence (Mary Oliver)

I believe in kindness. Also in mischief. Also in singing, especially when singing is not necessarily prescribed…Keep some room in your heart for the unimaginable.

(Entire poem here)

 

Abundance (Amy Schmidt)

It’s impossible to be lonely when you’re zesting an orange…

(Entire poem here)

 

On the theme of non-striving:

Just for Now (Danna Faulds)

Just for now, without asking how, let yourself sink into stillness. Just for now, lay down the weight you so patiently bear upon your shoulders. Feel the earth receive you, and the infinite expanse of the sky grow even wider…Just for now, allow a wave of breath to enliven your experience. Breathe out whatever blocs you from the truth. Just for now, be boundless, free, with awakened energy tingling in your hands and feet. Drink in the possibility of being who and what you really are–so fully alive that the world looks different, newly born and vibrant, just for now. 

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Poems of Presence – March 2021

I am grateful for poetic renderings that so beautifully underscore our mindfulness class themes each week. So many ways to love life and live with heart as we move, breathe and rest together in kind presence.  

Smiling as a practice of Equanimity. Lift the corners of the mouth into a gentle smile or invoke the light-filled feeling of an inner smile in both movement and meditation. If you’re having a particularly challenging day, consider it like the knowing smile of a wise elder, with love and care. 

When the smiling practice reveals discord within mind, body or heart, it’s a good time to practice compassion. Place a hand on your heart and silently say something to yourself like, “I’m sorry you’re hurting.” This shifts us from reactivity to caregiving mode, bringing us back to the place of Equanimity.  

 

Famous (Naomi Shihab Nye)


Have patience with everything unresolved in your heart
... (Rainer Maria Rilke)
"I beg you, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't search for the answeres, which could not be give to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer."

 

On Joy and Sorrow (Kahlil Gibran)

...Some of you say, “Joy is greater than sorrow,” 
and others say, “Nay, sorrow is the greater.” But I say unto you, they are inseparable. Together they come,
and when one sits alone with you at your board,
remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
(Entire poem here)

This Morning (David Budbill)
Oh, this life,
the now,
this morning,

which I
can turn
into forever

by simply
loving
what is here,

is gone by noon.
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Poems of Presence – Feb 2021

As we live and breathe, together and apart. these poetic words help us awaken to all our life moments in mind, body and heart.

Misty (Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer)

And sometimes when I move
at the edge of a greatness--
a lake or a sea or a mountainside--

my insignificance thrills me
and the largest of my sadnesses
dwindles smaller than the space

between grains of sand
and in that moment,
knowing my place,

comes a love so enormous
I can love anyone, anyone,
even myself.


Do You Remember Your Song
(Alan Cohen)

“…A friend is someone who knows your song and sings it to you when you have forgotten it. Those who love you are not fooled by mistakes you have made or dark images you hold about yourself. They remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you are broken; your innocence when you feel guilty; and your purpose when you are confused…” Full Story Here

 
 
It is a kind of love, is it not?
How the cup holds the tea,
How the chair stands sturdy and foursquare,
How the floor receives the bottoms of shoes
Or toes. How soles of feet know
Where they’re supposed to be.
I’ve been thinking about the patience
Of ordinary things, how clothes
Wait respectfully in closets
And soap dries quietly in the dish,
And towels drink the wet
From the skin of the back.
And the lovely repetition of stairs.
And what is more generous than a window?
 
Breathing Poem (Thich Nhat Hanh)
“If you use this poem during sitting or walking meditation, it can be very nourishing and healing. Practice each line for as long as you wish.” ~ TNH
 
In, out.
Deep, slow.
Calm, ease.
Smile, release.
Present moment, 
Wonderful moment.
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Poems of Presence – Jan 2021

In these first breaths of the New Year, we know we are here. These poems help enliven our weekly class explorations of being fully awake for all our life moments.

Living (Senali Perera)

When you feel storms brewing inside you
you breathe.
When your heart turns to stone inside your chest
you breathe.
When unknowing souls cut you open
you breathe.
When they look away from the love you bleed out
you breathe.
When you find yourself choking on daydreams
you breathe.
When your insides burn from their absence
you breathe.
When they tear you apart just for fun
you breathe.
When you feel poems sprout inside your veins from the teardrops you cry
you breathe.
When it all goes silent and you're lost in your own company
you breathe.

You breathe,

you breathe,

and you breathe.

You breathe till your heart lightens
You breathe till your bruises fade
You breathe till you're awake from the reverie
You breathe till the hurricane is tame
You breathe till you find a friend in yourself
You breathe till the aches are all washed away
You breathe for the night to be gentle
You breathe till the golden dawn breaks.


Enough
(David Whyte)

Enough. These few words are enough.
If not these words, this breath.
If not this breath, this sitting here.

This opening to the life
we have refused
again and again
until now.

Until now.


Saint Francis and the Sow
(Galway Kinnell)
The bud
stands for all things,
even for those things that don’t flower,
for everything flowers, from within, of self-blessing;   
though sometimes it is necessary
to reteach a thing its loveliness,
to put a hand on its brow
of the flower
and retell it in words and in touch
it is lovely
until it flowers again from within, of self-blessing;   
as Saint Francis
put his hand on the creased forehead
of the sow, and told her in words and in touch   
blessings of earth on the sow, and the sow   
began remembering all down her thick length,   
from the earthen snout all the way
through the fodder and slops to the spiritual curl of the tail,   
from the hard spininess spiked out from the spine   
down through the great broken heart
to the sheer blue milken dreaminess spurting and shuddering   
from the fourteen teats into the fourteen mouths sucking and blowing beneath them:
the long, perfect loveliness of sow.
 
A Tree Knows How
(Lea Seigen Shinraku)
 
I think I am air.
I think I am dirt.
When I am both.
When I am neither —
like a tree.
 
Only,
a tree knows how
to be solid trunk and
strong, flexible limbs.
 
To silently speak,
with thousands of tongues,
that reach for both sunlight and rain.
 
To be fed by roots
that thread between rocks
and find their place in the earth.
To grow in two directions at once.
 
To touch clouds
without floating in them.
 
To be grounded, not buried.
 
To never know what a tree is.
 
To simply be one.

In these first breaths of the New Year, we know we are here. These poems help enliven our weekly class explorations of being fully awake for all our life moments.

Living (Senali Perera)

When you feel storms brewing inside you
you breathe.
When your heart turns to stone inside your chest
you breathe.
When unknowing souls cut you open
you breathe.
When they look away from the love you bleed out
you breathe.
When you find yourself choking on daydreams
you breathe.
When your insides burn from their absence
you breathe.
When they tear you apart just for fun
you breathe.
When you feel poems sprout inside your veins from the teardrops you cry
you breathe.
When it all goes silent and you're lost in your own company
you breathe.

You breathe,

you breathe,

and you breathe.

You breathe till your heart lightens
You breathe till your bruises fade
You breathe till you're awake from the reverie
You breathe till the hurricane is tame
You breathe till you find a friend in yourself
You breathe till the aches are all washed away
You breathe for the night to be gentle
You breathe till the golden dawn breaks.


Enough
(David Whyte)

Enough. These few words are enough.
If not these words, this breath.
If not this breath, this sitting here.

This opening to the life
we have refused
again and again
until now.

Until now.


Saint Francis and the Sow
(Galway Kinnell)
The bud
stands for all things,
even for those things that don’t flower,
for everything flowers, from within, of self-blessing;   
though sometimes it is necessary
to reteach a thing its loveliness,
to put a hand on its brow
of the flower
and retell it in words and in touch
it is lovely
until it flowers again from within, of self-blessing;   
as Saint Francis
put his hand on the creased forehead
of the sow, and told her in words and in touch   
blessings of earth on the sow, and the sow   
began remembering all down her thick length,   
from the earthen snout all the way
through the fodder and slops to the spiritual curl of the tail,   
from the hard spininess spiked out from the spine   
down through the great broken heart
to the sheer blue milken dreaminess spurting and shuddering   
from the fourteen teats into the fourteen mouths sucking and blowing beneath them:
the long, perfect loveliness of sow.
 
A Tree Knows How
(Lea Seigen Shinraku)
 
I think I am air.
I think I am dirt.
When I am both.
When I am neither —
like a tree.
 
Only,
a tree knows how
to be solid trunk and
strong, flexible limbs.
 
To silently speak,
with thousands of tongues,
that reach for both sunlight and rain.
 
To be fed by roots
that thread between rocks
and find their place in the earth.
To grow in two directions at once.
 
To touch clouds
without floating in them.
 
To be grounded, not buried.
 
To never know what a tree is.
 
To simply be one.

In these first breaths of the New Year, we know we are here. These poems help enliven our weekly class explorations of being fully awake for all our life moments.

Living (Senali Perera)

When you feel storms brewing inside you
you breathe.
When your heart turns to stone inside your chest
you breathe.
When unknowing souls cut you open
you breathe.
When they look away from the love you bleed out
you breathe.
When you find yourself choking on daydreams
you breathe.
When your insides burn from their absence
you breathe.
When they tear you apart just for fun
you breathe.
When you feel poems sprout inside your veins from the teardrops you cry
you breathe.
When it all goes silent and you're lost in your own company
you breathe.

You breathe,

you breathe,

and you breathe.

You breathe till your heart lightens
You breathe till your bruises fade
You breathe till you're awake from the reverie
You breathe till the hurricane is tame
You breathe till you find a friend in yourself
You breathe till the aches are all washed away
You breathe for the night to be gentle
You breathe till the golden dawn breaks.


Enough
(David Whyte)

Enough. These few words are enough.
If not these words, this breath.
If not this breath, this sitting here.

This opening to the life
we have refused
again and again
until now.

Until now.


Saint Francis and the Sow
(Galway Kinnell)
The bud
stands for all things,
even for those things that don’t flower,
for everything flowers, from within, of self-blessing;   
though sometimes it is necessary
to reteach a thing its loveliness,
to put a hand on its brow
of the flower
and retell it in words and in touch
it is lovely
until it flowers again from within, of self-blessing;   
as Saint Francis
put his hand on the creased forehead
of the sow, and told her in words and in touch   
blessings of earth on the sow, and the sow   
began remembering all down her thick length,   
from the earthen snout all the way
through the fodder and slops to the spiritual curl of the tail,   
from the hard spininess spiked out from the spine   
down through the great broken heart
to the sheer blue milken dreaminess spurting and shuddering   
from the fourteen teats into the fourteen mouths sucking and blowing beneath them:
the long, perfect loveliness of sow.
 
A Tree Knows How
(Lea Seigen Shinraku)
 
I think I am air.
I think I am dirt.
When I am both.
When I am neither —
like a tree.
 
Only,
a tree knows how
to be solid trunk and
strong, flexible limbs.
 
To silently speak,
with thousands of tongues,
that reach for both sunlight and rain.
 
To be fed by roots
that thread between rocks
and find their place in the earth.
To grow in two directions at once.
 
To touch clouds
without floating in them.
 
To be grounded, not buried.
 
To never know what a tree is.
 
To simply be one.
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Poems of Presence – Dec 2020

Mindfulness is an act of love we give ourselves and the world. These verses punctuate our weekly class explorations of embodying our highest intentions, inside and out.

 

Love, (Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer)

Though I am undeniably broken,
I come to you with no need to be fixed.
I come to you the way one river
meets another river--not joining
out of thirst, but because
there is so much power
and beauty in giving oneself
to another, in moving
through the world together.
I come to you the way the half moon
comes into the yard--I could be more
whole, but in the meantime,
I will bring you everything
I have.


Kindness,
(Naomi Shihab Nye)

Before you know what kindness really is
you must lose things,
feel the future dissolve in a moment
like salt in a weakened broth.
What you held in your hand,
what you counted and carefully saved,
all this must go so you know
how desolate the landscape can be
between the regions of kindness.
How you ride and ride
thinking the bus will never stop,
the passengers eating maize and chicken
will stare out the window forever.

Before you learn the tender gravity of kindness
you must travel where the Indian in a white poncho
lies dead by the side of the road.
You must see how this could be you,
how he too was someone
who journeyed through the night with plans
and the simple breath that kept him alive.

Before you know kindness as the deepest thing inside,
you must know sorrow as the other deepest thing.
You must wake up with sorrow.
You must speak to it till your voice
catches the thread of all sorrows
and you see the size of the cloth.
Then it is only kindness that makes sense anymore,
only kindness that ties your shoes
and sends you out into the day to gaze at bread,
only kindness that raises its head
from the crowd of the world to say
It is I you have been looking for,
and then goes with you everywhere
like a shadow or a friend.


Encouragement
(Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer)

Some mornings, when the sun
has just begun to slip
into my room, I swear

that it encourages me
as I try to hide beneath the sheets.
You can do it, the light seems to say.

It does not mention, not even once,
all the darkness it has traveled through
just to arrive at this window

so that it might warm my face
and suggest there is so much
more light to be found.


A Cushion for your Head
(Hafiz)

Just sit there right now
Don't do a thing
Just rest.

For your separation from God,
From love,

is the hardest work
In this
World.

Let me bring you trays of food
And something
That you like to
Drink.

You can use my soft words
As a cushion
For your
Head.
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Gratitude Practice

Gratitude is a current of goodness through all the challenges. When I began my daily gratitude practice in May 2019 (writing and feeling ten things I actually appreciate in this moment) I had no idea how fortifying it would be, and how essential for 2020, the wildest year we have known. 
On this Thanksgiving week my heart is full and flowing with appreciation for all of you who dove into online classes since we began sheltering in place in March. Together we have brought healing and hope to each other while riding the waves of grief, uncertainty and new beginnings. Your affirming notes and generous donations have buoyed me and sustained these classes. You gave me a reason to keep showing up, trusting in the spirit of community more than ever and the loving awareness that connects us all. I thank you dearly.
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Poems of Presence – Nov 2020

What happens when we pause to feel what’s within and around us? Can we appreciate the small details that make up the whole of our lives and hold our experience with love and care? These verses punctuate our weekly class explorations of mindfulness, gratitude and compassion.

You Reading This, Be Ready (William Stafford)

Starting here, what do you want to remember?
How sunlight creeps along a shining floor?
What scent of old wood hovers, what softened
sound from outside fills the air?

Will you ever bring a better gift for the world
than the breathing respect that you carry
wherever you go right now? Are you waiting
for time to show you some better thoughts?

When you turn around, starting here, lift this 
new glimpse that you found; carry into evening
all that you want from this day. This interval you spent
reading or hearing this, keep it for life –

What can anyone give you greater than now,
starting here, right in this room, when you turn around?


Daydream (A.S.J. Tessimond)

One day people will touch and talk perhaps easily,
And loving be natural as breathing and warm as sunlight,
And people will untie themselves, as string is unknotted,
Unfold and yawn and stretch and spread their fingers,
Unfurl, uncurl like seaweed returned to the sea,
And work will be simple and swift as a seagull flying,
And play will be casual and quiet as a seagull settling,
And the clocks will stop, and no one will wonder or care or notice,
And people will smile without reason, even in winter, even in the rain.

Instructions for the Journey (Pat Schneider)

The self you leave behind
is only a skin you have outgrown.
Don't grieve for it.
Look to the wet, raw, unfinished
self, the one you are becoming.
The world, too, sheds its skin:
politicians, cataclysms, ordinary days.
It's easy to lose this tenderly
unfolding moment. Look for it
as if it were the first green blade
after a long winter. Listen for it
as if it were the first clear tone
in a place where dawn is heralded by bells.

And if all that fails,
wash your own dishes.
Rinse them.
Stand in your kitchen at your sink.
Let cold water run between your fingers.
Feel it.

 

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Poems of Presence – Oct 2020

We live, we love, and we let go. Again and again. These verses reflect our recent weekly class explorations of mindfulness, equanimity and compassion. [Photo: Nancy Beckerman]

Wind On A Hill (A.A. Milne)

No one can tell me,
Nobody knows,
Where the wind comes from,
Where the wind goes.
 
It’s flying from somewhere
As fast as it can,
I couldn’t keep up with it,
Not if I ran.
 
But if I stopped holding
The string of my kite,
It would blow with the wind
For a day and a night.
 
And then when I found it,
Wherever it blew,
I should know that the wind
Had been going there too.
 
So then I could tell them
Where the wind goes . . .
But where the wind comes from
Nobody knows.

At Blackwater Pond (Mary Oliver)

At Blackwater Pond the tossed waters have
settled
after a night of rain. 
I dip my cupped hands. I drink
a long time. It tastes
like stone, leaves, fire. It falls cold
into my body, waking the bones. I hear them
deep inside me, whispering
oh what is that beautiful thing
that just happened?

Timeless (Nalini)

Now
It is time
To give yourself up.
 
Surrender,
Abandon all struggle,
Thoughts, worries and hopes.
 
Now
It is time
To be Silent.
 
Be as heavy and still
As the highest mountain.
 
Be as light and serene
As the delicate flower.
 
Now
It is time
To listen.
 
Listen in pure silence
As if trying to hear the voice of the sun
Rising at dawn.
 
Listen to the one who hears
And rest in this
Timeless equanimity.

The One-Inch Journey (Wendell Berry)

Always in big woods when you leave familiar ground and step off alone into a new place, there will be–along with the feeling of curiosity and excitement–a little nagging dread. It is the ancient fear of the unknown and it is your first bond with the wilderness you are going into.

You are undertaking the first experience, not of the place, but of yourself in that place. It is an experience of our essential loneliness, for nobody can discover the world for anybody else. It is only after we have discovered it for ourselves that it becomes a common ground and a common bond, and we cease to be alone.

And the world cannot be discovered by a journey of miles, no matter how long, but only by a spiritual journey, a journey of one inch, very arduous and humbling and joyful, by which we arrive at the ground at our feet, and learn to be at home.

 

The Word (Tony Hoagland)

Down near the bottom
of the crossed-out list
of things you have to do today,
 
between "green thread"
and "broccoli," you find
that you have penciled "sunlight."
 
Resting on the page, the word
is beautiful. It touches you
as if you had a friend
 
and sunlight were a present
he had sent from someplace distant
as this morning—to cheer you up,
 
and to remind you that,
among your duties, pleasure
is a thing
 
that also needs accomplishing.
Do you remember?
that time and light are kinds
 
of love, and love
is no less practical
than a coffee grinder
 
or a safe spare tire?
Tomorrow you may be utterly
without a clue,
 
but today you get a telegram
from the heart in exile,
proclaiming that the kingdom
 
still exists,
the king and queen alive, 
still speaking to their children,
 
—to any one among them
who can find the time
to sit out in the sun and listen.
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